I got a really nice U2U from Sean (ssayre) and I realized after I responded that what I shared, outside of appreciation and a general cliff notes of
the surgery, would be worth sharing with you all.
First and foremost I want to thank you all SO much for your prayers, and well wishes. Though the surgery was not MAJOR, I was still considerably
nervous and leaning on the unseen always does the best work to soothe my being. Thanks for your support and I am praising God now that the surgery is
all over.
I got home from Surgery about 4 hours ago and was "out of the fog maybe 2 hours ago... The surgery ended up taking about 2 hrs longer than anticipated
(total of 4 hours) due to the extent of the damage. Now I have 2 plates in my heel rather than the expected 1. The Doc seemed surprised they didn't
keep me at the ER and operate immediately. But hey, looking up from here.
On a separate note I want to share with you all that over the last 3 years, kiting has become for me an obsession that has literally been an
addiction, and not in the good and fun way. It has had a small but noticeable adverse effect on my marriage and completely skewed my priorities away
from the needs of my family. It has become a completely self focused pursuit that pulls me away from them. I'm telling you all this in order to be
transparent and to make sure you see what hindsight has put in front of me. I tell you this in the case that maybe you may be hearing things from your
wives and kids that makes you all think maybe it's becoming a sore subject. If that's the case, take a look at it and how it might be affecting you
and your family. I for one am going to try hard to figure out how to do it in a way that is not so self indulgent and more family oriented. Less
performance driven and more fun focused.
I know many of you easily make it a family affair, but I know there are those of you out there who are like me, who work at not discussing it with
your mates for fear of the rolled eyes and general frustration.
Sorry for the heaviness, I just wanted to share, And hope that I'm provoking thought for someone out there who might be experiencing something like
what I have experienced over the last 3 years.
Spencer |